Got out of Texas prison little more than a year ago. Did 7 years for aggravated assault w deadly weapon. Realized my purpose in life is to serve Christ. Been learning what that means ever since. Haven't had any sexual relations since my release. Has been difficult but I know waiting for the right woman will be worth it. What I know is that everything God said is true. He knows who I am because He created me. It's His purpose I serve. That's why He created me, so that's who I am. I can never be anyone else. So, if any relationship can be established with me it is according to the same basis that God knows and is true. If God didn't intend it, then it won't happen. That is the only way for a relationship to be founded on the truth and to work successfully. This means our relationship accomplishes God's desire and we derive our satisfaction from that. Our goal should be to enjoy God's creation the way He intended it, so that we enjoy it together with Him.
WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR
I expect a woman to believe the same thing that God told me. Any woman who does not expect to believe God with me for the things that He promised is not fulfilling her part of the relationship and does not deserve any of the rewards. Women who have an idea of themselves being godly but still look at a man according to his material worth are deceiving themselves. I understand that a woman wants to have security and know that the things needed in a relationship will be taken care of, but if she wants to see that those things are already there rather than to use her own faith to help bring them about then her hope is not truly in God but in the material things themselves. If the relationship was truly meant to be then how can there be any doubt that God will provide what is needed for it to work? If a woman wants to equate me with my material value she will never have anything to do with me no matter how little or how much.